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Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Balance.

Recently I published a blog post for SisuGirls on balance. It's hard to attain and I have to keep reminding myself to continuously practice the art of reaching for it. As I am coming back from a tough injury that has put my dreams on hold for a bit, I need to practice what I preach with even more vigor. If I get swept up in negative thinking, taking on too much, and not properly recovering the body & mind, I definitely go a little crazy. Anxiety attacks are a real and common thing in my world. Sometimes all I need to do is just sit down on the trail for a bit and deep breathe. Connecting back to why I am out there brings me back to the present and makes for more quality time spent outside and in my work.

Here is the blog post.

It is 7:15 pm. The sun is setting, and I sit in my car at the trailhead, still in my clothes from work. I let out a long audible sigh though nobody is around to hear it. I am tired, I have a lot of homework, and I would rather go home to make dinner and drift into a magical dreamland. But I have goals, dreams, and the will to be much greater than I am. And so the trail beckons and my footsteps soon hit the crunchy gravel.
Why do we do this? Why do we choose pain and discomfort from the regular mundane? It’s because adventurous people cannot sit still. We thrive from working hard, sweating daily, and that feeling of accomplishment. Adventurous people are both intrinsically motivated and intrinsically satisfied.
So, how do we do it? How can we pursue goals, adventure, and an outdoor lifestyle while still adhering to the expectations of the regular world? The answer is simple: finding balance.
I have thought about this often and thoroughly. But after watching a short film created by my friends and sisters in sports, Stephanie Howe & Ashley Arnold, I decided to put pen to paper and write it out concretely.
To attain balance, here are some tips I try to follow:

BE GOAL ORIENTED.

I find I can pursue my absolute best when I set goals for myself. I like to make micro and macro goals. For instance, I ask myself, what can I do this week, this month? What do I want to accomplish? Is it a full work week with two long runs on the weekend? For my macro goals, I like to dream big. What exciting adventure am I saving up for? When I graduate, what career do I want to pursue? Sometimes those lofty dreams can seem super far away in the moment, so having micro goals help to keep the workflow going smoothly and to grant minor successes along the way.

REWARD YOURSELF.

Setting standards for yourself and being disciplined isn’t sustainable in the long run unless you give yourself a reward now and then. These can go hand in hand with your micro and macro goals. For example, I strive to do my school work diligently and adhere to my training schedule each week. So after I have finished studying and completed my long run, I will indulge in my favorite dark chocolate almonds or a mocha latte. My macro goals are almost rewards in itself. When I graduate college, I want to spend the summer in Europe training for my ultimate goal: The Ultra Trail du Mont Blanc 100 mile. Playing in the Alps will be my treat for studying hard and finishing my classes.

BE FLEXIBLE.

It’s okay; life happens. Failing to do a task or not completing a goal is totally fine. Everybody goes through this, and it always provides a lesson. There are days when I cannot get out to the trails because of work or school. One day off will not kill you or completely set you back. Stepping back and relaxing is even encouraged once in a while. If you have too much going on, pursuing mental health and stability is of much greater importance.

MAKE IT A HABIT.

As a student, my life is constantly on the go. But budgeting time and thinking ahead helps me get things done in work and play. Making things routine may seem to revert life back to the mundane and regular, but that’s where the reward system comes in to spice it up! I always change the location of my Saturday morning run to keep it interesting. They say it takes 21 days to create a habit. So when it gets hard, don’t lose hope. It WILL get easier.

HAVE FUN!

The whole point of why we are out there is because we love it! Stopping to look at vistas, picking flowers, and jumping around on rocks lets me connect back to my original purpose of playing outside. Everything you are doing, you should be doing because you love it.
Around 9:00 pm, I arrive back to the trailhead. Breathless, sweaty, dirty, and with rosy cheeks. I am grinning. I ran fast up one hill, and I almost tripped on a few rocks. A flower, almost dead from a beating, is strewn across my hair. It was blooming in the sunset, and I just had to pick it. It is now dark, and I didn’t get to study as much as I wanted for that one test tomorrow, but the happiness and triumph from my heart furiously beating is worth so much more.

Monday, August 18, 2014

Chamonix Week 2

This week was beyond epic in so many ways.
Italians do it better.
Hanging out with Tim Olson in Courmayeur!
On Tuesday I took the bus under Mont Blanc to Courmayeur. I was planning on just doing the first climb and really get a good feel for it, as it is the hardest and worst of them all. (Of course). I step on the bus and sit down to none other than Timmy Olson, 2 time Western States 100 winner & CR. It was great to chat a bit and then he graciously led me up the first 5k hiking to Rifugio Bertone and showed me the way (Who knows where I would've ended up without him!). Then he took off and I continued along/up a ridge to Tete de la Troche. (The top of the first climb). It was supposed to be 10k of uphill but only ended up being about 5 miles, so I was pretty confused. I looked at a French hiker's detailed map and discovered I had gone up the UTMB bypass route and took some other way to the top. I then went down to Courmayeur and followed the route I was supposed to go up. In short, I did the loop backwards, whoops! But the day was gorgeous, I caught my first sight of the summit of Mont Blanc, ate incredible Italian pizza and gelato, and had a blast bombing down switchbacks through fields of wildflowers.
Foggy above La Flegere
Wednesday it was POURING rain all day, so no gorgeous vistas. However, I met up with Ashley Arnold, super cool TNF runner & dancer, for a rainy run through the forest around Chamonix. It was so nice to have such great company and so fun to dance around the puddles! Her advice and her chill attitude was so welcomed.

Above Le Tour
Col de Balme
Friday I took the train to Vallorcine and ran back to Chamonix with the intention of doing the last climb and descent (10 miles) of the race. I got directions from a french runner on the start of the route and headed up and up. (In the pouring, freezing rain). This was really a turning point for me in terms of my training here. I've been majorly struggling on the uphills and getting my footing on some of the steep, but friday I finally found my rhythm (thanks to the Chicago soundtrack!) and was skipping and running all the way up. That is until I got to the ladders... I arrived to a rock face and the only way to go was up these metal ladders, about 10ft+ long and scattered up the mountain. It snaked around and just when I thought I was at the top, there'd be three more... I lost count after 12... It was miserable. I was getting blown by huge gusts of freezing wind, pelted with rain and my gloves were soaked holding the ladders. I was so afraid of falling off. (It would definitely have been to my death as I was very high up...)

A Refuge above Col de Balme
But then I got onto a rolling ridgeline and was feeling great. (After I changed into a dry longsleeve and new gloves) A french guy caught up to me and we started talking. He is from Annecy and is training for the CCC too! So we ran together and had fun talking. He had a nice map and seemed to know where he was going, and I had absolutely no plan or anything (haha!). We got to La Flegere and started running down... All of a sudden I see a flash of neon pink and Rory Bosio, '13 UTMB winner & CR, is running up the trail. She promptly informs us we took the wrong way, and I took a UTMB variant on my climb up and completely bypassed the trail (duh ladders are not in the race...) And we chatted for a bit before going on our ways. The guy I was running with was stoked haha. The run ended up being pretty sweet and I felt awesome.
Making faces at 2800m

Saturday I got another ride up to Le Tour and CRUISED up to Col de Balme! I felt incredible and just kept wanting to go up and up and up! It was SO beautiful and I even saw some snow! After, a couple friends and I went to a bar and had some red wine for recovery and a delicious meal of macaroni, salad, and melon! So Euro!

So much fun to slip n slide through the fresh powder!
Polar Bear Plunge anyone?
Sunday was pretty amazing. I got an email saturday night from Rory Bosio if she wanted to adventure all day and I promptly responded yes. So I biked to her place and we drove to La Gorge by Les Contamines. We ran-hiked up to Col du Bonhomme through wildflowers, fields with cows and then snaked along this ridge. We started going down huge patches of snow and were pretty much skiing on our shoes. Rory, being a skilled Nordic skier, took off and I was left slipping and sliding and falling on my butt after her. We then scrambled up to this other ridge and took in the INCREDIBLE scenery. This was our highest point at 2750m (almost 9000'). We literally rock climbed our way down to these two beautifully blue alpine lakes. We sat down for 45min-an hour and ate and talked and jumped in! (got some applause from the hikers haha!) Then we ran down to the finish. Not including the lake, it was 17.5-18 miles & 5:05 hours of fun adventuring. Down at La Gorge we sat by, tanned, and swam in a lake with tons of french picnickers. And then devoured some gelato. It was such a fun adventure and she is such a cool, fun, awesome person. Girl talk was very fun and we had a lot of laughs... :)
View from Col de Bonhomme
Unintentionally twinning with Rory- Tete d'enclave
This week I ran 62 miles and climbed 18,900'!!!!! Best part was, I felt so at ease and comfortable running all of that! (Or hiking). Now for the taper!!!!
Time to Enjoy the views & rest!

Sunday, June 16, 2013

103rd Dipsea Race Report

Sunday, June 9th I participated in the 103rd annual running of the Dipsea Race.

It is a phenomenal race. One of my absolute favorites.  The history is so rich and endless (the oldest footrace in the nation after Boston Marathon), the people and community are so dear (it is one of the biggest events in the county and everybody cheers, runs, or volunteers), and the race itself is awesome.

The Dipsea is a unique race.  It is only 7.4 miles, but shortcuts are allowed.  The course starts in the Depot in Mill Valley.  there are three flights of grueling stairs in the first 1/4 mile after the only flat portion of the course.  The trail keeps going upward through some houses up to Panoramic Highway.  The first descent is on trail with some stairs.  It is relatively steep and earned it's name "Windy Gap" for the gusts of wind always blowing.  The trail empties onto Muir Woods highway, which runners take the first shortcut- down the highway instead of on the "real" trail.  Runners get back onto the real trail and descend into Muir Woods.  There are two ways of getting down from the highway: The "safe" way winding down through the redwoods or the "suicide" shortcut.  It is aptly named suicide as runners bomb down a very, very steep, narrow single track, surrounded on all sides by poison oak and sharp bushes.  Once out at Muir Woods, runners cross a creek and begin the tedious ascent up Cardiac.  The first part is called Dynamite because it is very steep, narrow and runners have to navigate through tree roots and rocks.  Then the trail becomes "better" heading to the top.  It is a very long hill, about 2-2.5 miles.  Once at the top, runners meander around to where the next shortcut is.  Again, the option to go down a wider, much less steep trail is forgone to go down an even worse "trail" than suicide.  This shortcut is called the "swoop".  It empties onto Steep Ravine trail, which is all stairs downhill.  After, runners encounter "insult hill", named for the crushing feeling one feels when he/she realizes there is still more uphill to be run.  After, it is all downhill to the Beach.  There are, of course, more shortcuts.  One could take the a nice run through the Moors, or one could go down Panoramic Highway, and enter some more "trails" through blackberry bushes, poison oak, crossing a creek and navigating around felled logs.  Each of these shortcuts becomes more narrow, more steep, more dangerous in regards to the maintenance quality, and more taxing on the legs.  After, it is a short drop down to the highway and a 800 meter sprint to the beach parking lot, the finish.



On Sunday, I woke up at 6 am to eat breakfast and change into my race outfit and Skora Cores.  I went back to sleep around 6:30 and slept until 7:30.  At 7:45 am, we left for the depot. My mom drove me downtown and dropped me off, then she, my aunt, and my sister all headed over the mountain to the beach to meet up with my dad and his girlfriend to watch the finish.  I met up with some friends, chatted and caught up with all the people I haven't seen since summer when I left for school.  I did part of my warmup with Liz and Jon.  We watched the start at 8:30 am and cheered for all our friends.  Another unique fact about the Dipsea, the start is split into two groups: invitational and runners section.  The Invitational runners earn their spots place-wise each year and get to forgo the ridiculous entry procedures.  The start is further split by age groups.  The older folks and the youngest runners start first in Group AAA, then it gradually decreases to AA, A, B, C... etc until the fastest women and fastest men start, all the way at the back in group Z, and scratch.  It makes the Dipsea even more competitive because of all the people you have to pass to place well, and the older and younger athletes get an advantage; they are actually able to win the race!

To give you perspective, I started in Group Q of the Runner's section at 9:13 am, 43 minutes after the first group has started.  I actually cheated the system.  I turned 18 the day of the race last year, and I turned 19 yesterday (the Monday after the race).  The last group to start for women is group R, 19-40 age group.  So I had another chance!

When I stood at the start line, I knew what I had to do. I had to pass an incredible amount of people and race my heart out to get in the top 750, to make invitational before I lost a minute.  I stood at the front of the line, poised and ready.  My heart beating fast knowing it was a matter of seconds before I would experience incredible pain.

The rope dropped and we were off.  I let the 10 year old boys in my group sprint ahead, but I held my position at the front of the pack, knowing how crowded the stairs could be.  I passed those boys within the first 15 steps, and I kept passing more people.  I took them speed walking; skipping a step.  I ran between each flight and continued passing people, head down and gripping my quads or pumping my arms.  At the top of the stairs I straightened out my body and kept running up and outwards.  When I hit Windy gap, I sprinted as fast as I could down the stairs.  I think I only hit a few of them, it felt more like flying.  Sprinting down Bishops and jumping over all the rocks prepared me well.

When I hit the highway, I passed more people.  I felt my stride lengthen and I could hear some people I know say good job as I passed them.  I of course took Suicide shortcut and tried not to injure myself slipping and sliding down.  I accidentally grabbed a thorny bush to try to slow myself, and it raked through my hand. (I still have a couple thorns in there...) Glisading down High school hill and grabbing the side bushes also prepared me well! When I hit the parking lot at Muir Woods, I knew I had to push hard up Dynamite, but take it conservatively, so as not to die up Cardiac.  At the bottom, somebody counting told me I was 834th in the race.  It had a positive and negative affect on me.  Positive: I knew I was very, very close and still had a great amount of downhill to catch people.  Negative: the thought of maybe I won't make it, get passed on Cardiac, entered my head.  But it was quickly pushed out with the lactic acid seeping into my legs up Dynamite.  At this section, I had caught up to all the old people who were taking it slow.  I passed a lot of them, but many of them got mad and wouldn't let me through as they took their sweet time.  I guess they didn't want to be pushed off the trail, but it was annoying for me, and probably wasted a lot of energy going back and forth behind them, trying to find a way out.

 


Hurdling a log!


I came out of Dynamite and started up the fire road.  Within two minutes, a man covered head to toe in blood came running down towards me.  The 8 year old next to me shrieked in terror as his blood dripped all over the trail and some even landed on me.  I told myself that that wouldn't happen to me; I'm smart; I'm careful; I won't get hurt.  I kept pressing onwards.  I passed people on Cardiac, but some fast guys passed me too, which hurt my morale and let that thought come back into my head. When Cardiac got steeper at the top, I just had to remind myself there was a water station and people cheering at the top.  Mary would be there! It would all be downhill! I grabbed some Gatorade when I crested the top and started to lengthen my stride again.  Mary wasn't there, as I couldn't hear her.  I didn't dare try to search, as it would slow me down.  I passed by this woman, both of us running very hard.  It felt like the speed I did my 400m intervals at.  She was very encouraging.  I burped after the gatorade, and then she did right after.  We both laughed (well, as much as we could while at that pace).  When I passed her she shouted "you go girl! You're so fit and hot! I want your body! Well, not like that, you know what I mean! You're so tan, god!" haha it was very entertaining.

I finally got the the swoop shortcut.  It was even worse.  My legs hurt and I had to keep up a very fast speed, as an old man was hounding me. He couldn't pass me because there was no room, but he kept me pushing.  I tried to stay nimble and not break an ankle... We hit the bottom where we had to basically run down this steep mound of dirt onto the steep ravine trail. However, here it is a bit tricky because with the acceleration of running down the dirt mound, it is almost enough to run over the side of the trail-side cliff if you aren't careful. So in one motion I jumped on my butt and slid downward resumed running.  I didn't even slow or stop, which is awesome, but I got a little scraped up and got dirt all over my butt! The stairs on Steep Ravine were slick with the drizzle and condensation from the fog and I had to put extra effort into "flexing my abs and trusting my feet".  It was tough on my legs constantly going down steps as opposed to running. But thankfully I hit the bottom without falling or worse! Then, insult hill. Oh god how I hate this hill.  It is completely demoralizing.  It took every ounce of will power not to walk like the others, keep pushing, and not give up.  I just had to put my head down and grind.

Eventually, I hit the highway again and tried to pick people off.  This mother and her 12 year old daughter remained in front of me when we got back onto the trail shortcut.  The mother was very annoying, shouting at her daughter commands for navigating the trail, commands at me to move out of the way so her daughter could be out of harms way (because me, a 118 lb girl could do SO much damage...) But they were much slower than me, and again I kept trying to pass her, but the girl wouldn't move out of the way! So finally I had to shove her a little onto a "pullout" patch on the trail, much to the disgust of that mother.  But I didn't listen and sped up.
Sprinting my heart out

I was on an all out roll towards the beach.  I kept telling myself to push harder; it will all be done soon.  It was almost over.   I caught up to a woman who had passed me on the final part of trail and managed to pass her while hurdling this giant piece of wood, over a ditch and onto Panoramic.  A guy was right in front of me.  I sprinted with all my heart and soul towards him, trying to reel him in.  Oh how it hurt! I was in complete pain, yet I couldn't feel anything.  When I made the turn onto the final straightaway, I could hear my family cheering my name.  It felt like I was flying.  I don't think my arms have ever pumped that fast, and I don't even remember feeling the ground with each footfall.  My face had pain and exasperation written all over it.  My heart was in overdrive.  I caught up to the man and finished basically next to him.  As soon as I crossed the line, I was bent over hugging my legs.  The volunteers asked if I was alright; I took a deep breath, straightened up, and proceeded over to get a water and shirt.  I looked at my watch.  I had PRed by 15 minutes to run 1:13.  I smiled and jogged over to my family.



I was so happy to be done and to have finished well.  I assessed my body to find lots of mud and dirt, but no real cuts or blood! Which, considering, is a miracle! haha

I meandered over to the mass of people on the grass picnicking, despite the rain and fog.  I exchanged stories, talked and hugged all my running friends.  It was a fabulous morning.  We left an hour later, as I had to get warm, shower with tecnu, eat food, and study!

Later that night, once the preliminary results were posted, I anxiously scrolled looking for my name.  I had finished 638, qualifying for invitational by 102 places!! My time was good for 454th!! Also, I had passed about 200 people going up and over Cardiac, which is mind boggling to me!!!

I am very pleased with my results and race.  I gave it my all and finally am seeing results for my racing and training.  It's a great feeling, knowing that I am doing well and running stronger, faster, and harder than ever!

You could say I've made a comeback, but I say I am finally making an appearance.  I cannot wait to see what I can do next!


all smiles!

My tat held up well

These little girls are so cute! (coach's daughters)

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Most Inspirational Player

Tonight I went to the Cal Poly Club Awards Banquet and my team had voted me the women's Most Inspirational Player award.

In High school I have received this award twice in track and my senior year in cross country. I am so happy and grateful to recieve it again, at the collegiate level.

For me, MIP is better than MVP. Sure, it's awesome to be the best, but to be the one working the hardest and as the role model in the eyes of my teammates, is the best I could ask for.

Over the year, I have poured in a lot of effort. I trained incredibly hard over the summer, only to start Fall Quarter in the stands with a torn ligament.  However, I wasn't just in the stands. I was on the bike (inside and out), the elliptical, the stairmaster, and in the pool for numerous hours every day pouring sweat.  I came back strong at regionals and went on to compete at XC nationals.  I diligently ran over winter break and it showed during the track season.  With long runs and tempos, I even completed my first marathon, a 3:30!

I am honored to have been recognized for all my hard work. But I am even more honored to be labeled Most Inspiring.

My number one goal in life is to inspire.

As an educator, I hope to instill an insatiable curiousity and quest for knowledge, purpose, and bettering the world in the future generations (science or not).  As a teammate, I hope to push others so that they can achieve their personal bests.  As a student, I hope to greet challenges with excitement and joy that will brighten my professor's days and outlooks.  As a friend, I hope to inspire my loved ones to love others, have fun, and be carefree.  As an athlete, I hope to encourage others and lead by example for those starting to run or during their running careers.

I hope to inspire greatness and the constant pursuit of self-improvement and knowledge.

Thank you to my teammates, my coaches, my family, my friends, Skora Running, and my cyber supporters! Without you guys, I wouldn't be in the position I am now! You all inspire ME!
Mollee (MVP) & I at the banquet! (photo: Mollee Huisinga)

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Mountain goat

So it's almost been two weeks since my first marathon. And I am feeling fantastic!!

I was sore and tired the day after, but by Tuesday and Wednesday I was virtually recovered!

Nonetheless, I still took it easy that first week back. I did a slow one mi jog with friend Loren on tues (didn't mean to run until thurs), and spun on the bike for a bit tues and wed. But by tues I was definitely missing running. On Thursday I went for a three mile jaunt through Morro bay state park and was tired from NOT running! I started doing some more miles and took Saturday "off" (we had a beer mile). And Sunday I ran poly canyon and felt relatively fit!

Monday started the dipsea and headlands training regime again. I had an adventurous run (climb) up and around high school "hill". (1500 ft in one mi!!) and promptly slid down.

Tuesday I took it easy for a flat six miler through town with the cpdc ladies for much needed girl talk. Wednesday I ran (fast) around Madonna for a hilly run and felt fantastic. Thursday I ran up and down bishops for a long hilly run again, and ended up getting my second fastest (3rd all time) ascent.  But it felt easy! And Friday, a workout. 4x1200 and 10x60 stairs. I'm pacing myself and taking today off, and only 15 mi in MDO Sunday.

This week I've had fun! I LOVE hills, and running them faster than expected, while it feeling easy, is an awesome confidence booster. I smiled as I danced over rocks and sailed down bishops. I was laughing with my friends running through the tall, golden grass on Madonna. I had a hell of a time on HS hill and around on a true adventure run- climbing through and over barbed wire fences, crashing through non-trail bushes, splashing through a creek, and "glisading" down the hill.

During my workout, despite getting some blisters, I felt awesome. Smooth and steady through the 1200s, fasting but not pushing the pace. And on the stairs, I felt like I had more in the tank.

This whole week I mostly held myself back. It was fun. It was playful. It's why I love running.

Now I can't wait for next week.  I have some awesome runs in store- dipsea tempo and 20-22 mi of the headlands 50k course!

Monday, May 6, 2013

Race report: Track Season

This track season was one to remember.

In the first race, at Cuesta Invite, I ran the mile and 4x400. I was originally going to double and run the 3k as well, but a bad case of allergies got the best of me. I still PRed in the mile and run sub6 for 5:54. I ran the 4x400 leg in 74. The mile was hard. It was hot, my allergies were raging, and there wasn't any clear competition. I went out hard the first two laps and clearly faded in the third. I'm still happy. With a PR but I was definitely disappointed it wasn't lower with all the training I had been doing. And my split in the relay I knew I could pull out any day any time. I think it's my "max" speed. Haha well, it was a great day for CPDC regardless.
The 4x400 anchor

My girls!

Now for Ben Browne, this was my first track 5k of the season and the second time I ever raced the distance on the track. Latest September my PR was 21:24(ish). I went out hard, but stayed relaxed. Mando, my coach, was yelling splits every lap and telling me what to do: patience, stay relaxed, move up, catch those girls, go hard, go for it... I never was passed and even lapped people. It was one of the best track races I've ever ran. I PRed with a time of 20:04. Way more than a minute! It was so exhilarating. Especially since it was a big time meet, under the lights, in a stadium, against other collegiate athletes!


With my lovely teammates!

The next week I was to race the 5k at the cal poly invite. I was nervous as hell. It was me vs Mollee, my fast teammate, and TWO other girls from the NCAA team. Me vs three! Mollee and I stayed together the first two laps, but it spaced out a LOT after that. I was running alone, kept getting slower, and everybody I knew that ran was on the sidelines. It was crazy uncomfortable. I was pissed, I was not feeling it. I had a bad per race the night before and just wasn't into it mentally. Mando told me just to quit at the two mile mark. It was my first ever DNF. I hated that. It was so rough. I went on a seven mile cool down, a little too fast, and balled my eyes out. I was embarrassed and I felt like shit. So that race was the low of the season, but at least I met Ashton eaton and got a signed team USA shirt!


Teamwork makes your dreams work!

Next race: sfsu distance carnival. I didn't have a good enough qualifying time for the 5k, so I ran the 2 mile instead. Which is fine by me. This time, I did not look at the clock, time was arbitrary, I knew I'd pr so I didn't pay attention to it. I listed to Mando, and I raced my competition. I started off fast, I s in the second pack, which separated right at the first lap. I kept with them, maintaining my position until the one mile mark. Then I made my moves, I started to move up and pass each girl, chasing the first pack. I finished gloriously with a pr of over 30 seconds in 12:28.05. I was so happy. I got 13th overall (2 heats) and couldn't stop smiling. The race was crazy. I let in the pain and the animalistic instincts. I put myself out there. Which was shown when I was spiked and almost fell face first in the 5th lap, before catching myself on another girl.



So happy to be victorious in my OWN race!

We didn't race for a while after that. but at the beginning of April, I biked out to the 6 mi mark of the SLO marathon and jumped in. Mollee was pacing the 3:45 group and I thought that was a reasonable pace. It would be a training run. I felt awesome. I was talking and had lots of energy. Soon, dean karnazes caught up with us and we got to talking and catching up, soon I had out some serious distance between Mollee and I without even realizing it. I felt good though so I kept going. Soon dean had to stop at a bathroom but I kept charging and found a new, much more unwilling, chatting buddy.the miles clicked by and I was smiling the whole time. I laughed as I finished the last three miles at 720-730 pace. It was so great. It was basically flat, with a few rolling hills. My garmin registered 21 miles at 2:40-2:45 ish and 1000'. I felt fantastic and fresh. Even thought it was probably the farthest I had ever ran!

Making new friends!

My friend Dean Karnazes: "You inspire me!"

Post run beach nap!

The next week, I ran a 5k track race: Beach Invite, hosting by CSULB at Cerritos JC. It was my last race of the season. I tried to be competitive and kept with my pace group. We were all seeded fast. It was pr time. I felt crummy warming up but I knew that was usual sometimes. I just thought, the faster I run, the sooner I finish. I listened to Mando and I listened to my competitive nature. I welcomed the pain, and kept it within me. I had my best friend Taylor giving me splits and my teammates lining the track giving me cheers of encouragement. I had slowed the last three laps and I realized I was still close to a pr and breaking 20. I sprintined the last 300m but alas, I finished 20:01. It was a pr, but it was somewhat disappoitining. I'm still happy, because it was a record breaking track season. I know I have fast gears and can enter the pain cave and REALLY compete. I am so excited to see what I can do.

  



sprinting to finish

Sunday, January 20, 2013

Trail Runner Diaries #2

Dear Diary,

This week has been AWESOME! I KILLED my workouts, and by killed, I mean obliterated.  I felt great all week and put in some solid miles.

then BAM! today sucked. It was the last running day of the week so naturally, it was supposed to be long. I planned on running about 13.5-14 miles.  Then when i got out to the track and met up with my teammates, I just had the feeling I wasn't on top of my game.

I was tired, it was already super hot at 9 am, and I had a rough night last night. Not the best recipe for a long run...

So we start out, super easy pace, Poly Canyon loop first. (I was going to add on after since its only a 9 mi loop).

I thought to myself that its just the beginning of the run; I just need to shake it off; I just need to get over the "warmup" hills.  (Note: these hills SUCK. The ground is super uneven from the rain season, which made the trail into a mud pit. With the cows constantly walking around in it, their hoof prints eventually dried into a broken-ankle causing, treacherous, work every muscle in your lower leg, kind of a trail.)

Then we got to the highest point, three miles in and fully sucking. We start downhill and before you know it, both my feet "fall asleep"! (Something I have no idea why it happens, but it just does!)

To save you from the dreary boredom of going through my whole run, I'll abbreviate it: I only did Poly Canyon loop and ended the day with just nine miles.

I am disappointed in myself that I hit the wall at every step and couldn't complete what I had set out to do. However, an important lesson here is listening to my body and being PATIENT! I need to realize that I am not super woman and cannot do everything, yet. I am still in the building phase; it is still the preseason. If my body is telling me that I need to stop, I need to realize that pushing farther will do more harm then good.

Now, this isn't just a free pass to skimp out all the time. If in the middle of a workout I all of a sudden "get tired" or its "so so hard," I need to push through the pain cave walls then! That is when the magic happens and fitness occurs. But on a regular training run at the end of a long week, yes, I can take a little break.

Well, that's all for now.
xox Kelsie

PS GO NINERS!